syberjedi1999

I see you standing there next to him, your eyes looking to him for love. Oh how I wish you were next to me, looking at me the way you look at him. I see the reasons why he is better, I know what it is you seek in him. I wish it was me who had something to give, something better. You say I’m like a brother, that you don’t think of me that way You say “why bother with me”, there is someone out there better. I could scream when I see you looking at him, the pain surprises. I can see you looking at me, wondering why I bother. I don’t know if we fit, the compatibility has yet to be tested. Maybe the sky couldn

When does death to self bring about new life? When I wondered I saw many things, yet few answers. You stand like a stone, like a rock, stronger than the foundation of the world. If only I were David, the seeker of God's heart! I have sought but found myself to important, It would not stay still, and so I was blind. Forgive me for my selfish ways oh Lord. I have had the arrogance to think I could help, That somehow you had need of my assistance. But now see my heart laid before you, let it be pleasing in your sight. Lord grow in me the realization, that confidence in self is only an illusion. Lord let me sole confidence be in you

For all I speak, and all I say it is not of faith I live each day Not of worth nothing to boast nothing to live for a mere empty ghost When will I surrender to the passions you gave when will I start, when to be saved I return to my vomit like a dog does to his I wonder why emptiness in the fake shallow kiss this rhyme I do bring into being and yet, what good does it do to cover my debt? Oh that I could hear the love song proclaim-ith something to move me something to claim it. But I just stand there doing nothing to help I stand there alone battered, bruised, and worn Lord on high I know that to you I belong bu